My best friend in the world is a Lady, who met me on her way to work oneday and changed my life forever. It had been so many years since I had an intimate relationship, I'm embarsed to say, but it was in the eighties. It left me feeling like I'd never have one again unless, I met someone that almost that was true. For 3 years I withheld my emotions. When I opened up to her she closed up to me, told me I imagined all the beautiful things she told me, became paranoid, sent me to shrinks, rehabs, ect. with what I thought was an understanding, if I became Mr. perfect we'd live happily ever after. She didn't talk to me for almost three years. A couple months ago we started back talking; little baby shots. Do you think if I quit leaving her so many messages, she mightleave me one?