I think that you just need a break.
From the way you speak it seems that you're pretty young. Adolescence, and even beyond can be trying times. Not everything will seem the way it does now. Things change, perspectives on life change. It's not all so catastrophic and hopeless as it might seem right now.
Having said that, I recommend you seek counseling. It's likely you could benefit greatly from talking to someone.
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