I crushed on my best friend for 10 years, I told her how I felt 5 years ago and she fine with it but doesn’t feel the same way. We became closer friends after that, I remember 2 years ago she was jealous of me or the guy I wasn’t sure because my sister was trying to hook me up with some guy at a party and I told my friend about that and she got jealous, she admit her jealousy and that she was jealous of my last two boyfriends in high school. I asked her if she likes me more than a friend in a letter I hand it to her during our math class in college. 3 weeks pasted and she hasn’t reply, so after our last class I came up to her face to face and ask her about her jealousy and her feelings but she refused to talk about it she try to change the subject till I push it because it was driving me insane, she just said that’s she was afraid to lose my friendship if I started dating…now I been trying to move on with my feelings for her but I cant because she is a very clingy flirty person to me and it is sending me mix messages so I asked her to give me my space. But then she tells me she might be bi curious and has unsure feelings for me. I asked her if she sees me more than a friend and she said not at the moment. I asked her why you said you have unsure feelings for me and she said she was afraid to lose my friendship. I even said to her that I feel like you are not letting me move on and she said that she told me to move on but she didn’t say that to me at all. I also asked why you told me you have unsure feelings for me and she said “I don’t know”. now I cant understand were she getting at, she says one thing but meant the other…I am trying to move on but I cant when this is in my head 24/7. I admit that half of this is my fault for not speaking up earlier and that I didn’t want to stop her clinginess but I had to stop my obsession over her and move on because I am not getting anywhere in life but I just feel like she not letting me move on…what are your thoughts?
We are 22 and I am bi and she is recently bi curious.
Btw it took my bff weeks! To reply back to me I had to keep asking till she finally answer me.
