A wake up on Yedda

Hello i got a question that i am hoping for a strong discussion about. First without going to indepth with related details. i have seen multiple psychologists from multiple states and have taken multiple psych eval tests. since i was 6 i am now 31. with this mentioned in my life there has only been 1 conclusive diagnosis found and that was adhd. i believe that enviroment and genetics make up the intelligence level of a person. For most people there are only 2 constants in life change and adaptation basically learning what your taught. And not to seem a little off but the constants related to my belief were psychology/psychiatry and constant change i.e not living in a place or work or being around a person longer then 3 years this does not include my attachment issue with my wife who i have been with 9 years due to really not wanting to be alone or shall i say my deep but not overwhelming security blanket or safety net (Not a overall good thing for her to be truly happy). i also have 3 beautiful daughters that i can say that there is nothing like a fathers love. now theres the scary part i believe that with the pressing life of psychological and/or analytical problems i have had throughout my life i could severly psychologically have a negative affect on them. With that being said i will do or give them the world starting with the most important love. Now here is the question. DO YOU THINK A PERSON CAN HAVE AN OBSERVATION OF HAVING TO BE AWAY FROM THE ONES WHO DEPEND ON YOU BUT NOT LOSE THEM AND SUPPORT THEM EVEN IN A REALITY OF A RECCESSION IN THE ECONOMY?

i have to take care of my girls I refuse to have another man raise my daughters that is against everything i have been taught and with no doubt it is against my belief and there will be for once in my life no compromising there. Yes i will probably have people tell me i need to see a psychologist and have family counseling i understand that. My girls our kids right now and i refuse to give them adult problems or allow them to see that the best i can. It really is not as bad as i make it sound it is sadly to say 90% in my head thats why i wonder and i have not met a psycologist/psychiatrist that i have not been able to munipulate and/or convince that i am ok.(admission not concieted) Now that i have been able to relax for the first time writing this information to a substancial amount of people. i was at 18 approved for social security i refused it i did not want to be dependent on the taxes others pay. i have a really great job that only an idiot would give up has great pay/benefits that a person with a only a high school diploma can get escpecially in this recession. Things are truly coming into a solid explosion because i have not found a release. Actions do speak louder then words. J/K Grandma i hope you are 1 person that will give an insight or a remark because i like your akroynym S.N.O.T.S and i need to smile and laugh. This is an outlet that is so powerful for the soul and health person.

If you have read this whole thing wow lol i am impressed.