I would appreciate any advice with this. I'm a 24 year old male on the outside but I think I'm female on the inside. I'm really finding it difficult to live as a man. I have been cross dressing since I was 4 and I always fantasised that I would one day grow up to be a woman. Anytime I see a beautiful woman I am interested what she is wearing and her style as opposed to sexual interest. I told my mother last year but she was dismissive about it and said I would be making life very hard for myself. I have a good job and I know I would have to give it up if I was to live as a woman. I also have only one testicle, does this mean I might be intersexed?