I thought someone may be able to explain the following because I certainly dont understand
As a young boy I and into my teens I loved model railway trains and making model cars, trains, ships and aeroplanes.
I spent thousands of hours building these models way into my childhood years and I must have spent thousands of pounds buying the kits to make them, When I was 8 or 9 years old the girl who delivered our groceries came in, As she was waiting to be paid I thought it would be funny if I placed a few of my models behind her for her to step on as she turned round and walked off. I thought it would be very funny! She trod on the models and splintered them into thousands of pieces! What I thought would be funny was very funny, but expensive for me to replace them! My brother just said "kids"
After a few weeks I decided to do it again when she called and placed some more models behind her this time including an expensive model railway engine. Once again she turned and smashed the models including my best steam engine! Once again big brother said " bloody kids"
However this time it was different, she had smashed my favourite railway engine. I lay on my bed and cried my heart out swearing never to do it again!
Shortly before she was next due I was amazed that the thought of my smashed engine had started to "turn" me on.
From then on for many years into my being a teenager I found it very sexy putting my models under attractive womens or teenagers feet for them to crush them
I found the more expensive the item they smashed the sexier it was, The more precious to me the smashed item was the sexier it was when they crushed it!
I stopped doing it some years ago but still find it sexy at times!
I dont understand any of it quite honestly apart from it being something to do with the weight of the women smashing the models and that they were attractive women
Turn off the television and teach your children how to think.
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Turn-ons take many forms. If yours harms no one and all the parties involved agree to it, who cares about its hidden meaning (if there even is one).
Go ahead and build as many models as you care to - you're an adult with a job now, right? And so? Who will it bother if you find a woman who's willing to smash them to bits?
It's a little strange, but it's certainly not harmful to anyone or anything except the models you build. And you paid for them, so they're yours to do with as you wish!
Smash away.
Thank you for your answer which is kind of you to give but the women and girls involved when I did it as a child and as a teeneager hadnt agreed to tread on them!
I placed them under their feet or put them behind them to step on when they moved. The first that they knew was when they stepped on the models and crushed them! They didnt seem to be offended by what had happened or really that bothered especially in my childhood
Although I havent done it for years I still wonder what made me do it especially considering the amount of money I spent on the models.
Also I had wondered on and off whether any of the girls or women who unwittingly added to a young lads and teenagers enjoyment by their destruction of his models were offended at all although they didnt seem too bothered just surprised at the splintering noise from under their feet. I really hope they werent
I would hated to have offended them
Thany you for your kind advice and if anyone else can offer an opinion I would be more than greatful
Take care
Puzzzled
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I find this question interesting. Yes, it is unusual, but if everyone was the same, what a dull world it would be. Although I'm not an expert on the subject, I'm going to give it a shot. I like to reduce everything to it's simplest elements, but I'm not always able to do so. Sometimes, I read too much into the situation and project my own needs and self into it. I hope that I'm not doing that here, or am I?
It is apparent to me that, regardless of your age at the time, you were attracted to these girls and found them sexually exciting. Please, no comments from the peanut gallery. I was an 8 and 9 year old boy myself once. You were displacing or cathecting your own psychosexual needs to your models. Were you able to understand it at the time, you would probably have wanted them to step on you or,better still, to sit on you.
That was then. This is now. Most of us come to a point where we put away childish things. How about you? Why don't you put away this childish fetish and ask a real woman to sit on you? Better still, ask her to sit on your face. Can you handle it? Now that would REALLY be sexy, especially if she wasn't wearing any panties at the time.
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No, they weren't offended. If you want to get off on this one, be my guest. They were pleased, maybe even titillated. Of course, they weren't looking at you sexually (notice that I said them), but they did know what was going on and thought it cute that you were paying attention to them.
Don't ever underestimate a woman of any age. The way women think, we men don't stand a chance.
Thank you for your answer which is helpful. No I didnt understand it when I was a young child and I still dont really understand now why I did it. The first few times that I did it was for amusement, a laugh but after several months and a number of crushed models I realised it gave me a pleasant sensation as the model splintered under the girls/womans foot. Why I experienced this new sensation I didnt know because up till then it had just been funny
After a time I realised that the sensation I felt was me being turned on by the womens feet crushing the models. I dont think it was the models being in place of me being under the womens feet although I had wondered if that may be it but I think it was my models being crushed under an attractive womans foot (women wearing Boots crushing the models made it sexier) that made it sexy and not the thought of me being under their feet
As I said in my original message I dont do it now I only did it into my late teens but that hasnt stopped my trying to understand my earlier actions!
You suggest that I get women to sit on my face, I think I would prefer the women to walk on me if I had the choice
Thank you once again Mr Webster. I'm not sure what you mean by "If you want to get off on this one, be my guest" If by that you mean your answer it doesnt "get me off" because the original question was a serious one!
I have since wondered whether some of the women didnt mind when they splintered my models
I had noticed that some of the more regular girls whose feet I placed the models didnt seem at all bothered about it and appeared totally unconcerned, I did wonder later whether some may have guessed but I dont know
I never have underestimated women and I have always respected them,
However it would also be helpful to have some womens thoughts on the matter too, Because I am still "puzzled" by it and have often wondered whether women would accept it as a harmless activity carried out by a young child and later a teenager
No offense intended, at all. I was suggesting that that you realizing that they were pleased to accommodate you by stepping on your models with their FEET, would please you as well.
Again, I say that they knew what was going on and thought that it was cute.
I've heard that over in Japan, some women walk on men's backs with their bare FEET. I've also heard that this practice can be very therapeutic to the back. Hmm, I might look into that one myself.
As concerns respecting women, I'm all for that. However, I do believe in those old sayings - ALL OF THEM. "Women? You can't live with them and you can't live without them." I'm sure I will catch alot of flack on this one, but before the crucifixion begins: Ladies, it's just a "man's thing."
Unusual, but completely harmless.
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