I thought someone may be able to explain why I wanted to do this ...

Thank you for your answer which is kind of you to give  but the women and girls involved when I did it as a child and as a teeneager hadnt agreed to tread on them!

 I placed them under their feet or put them behind them to step on when they moved. The first that they knew was when they stepped on the models and crushed them! They didnt seem to be offended by what had happened or really that bothered especially in my childhood

Although I havent done it for years I still wonder what made me do it especially considering the amount of money I spent on the models.

 Also I had wondered on and off whether any of the girls or women who unwittingly added to a young lads and teenagers enjoyment by their destruction of his models were offended at all although they didnt seem too bothered just surprised at the splintering noise from under their feet. I really hope they werent

I would hated to have offended them

Thany you for your kind advice and if anyone else can offer an opinion I would be more than greatful

Take care

Puzzzled  

Thank you for your answer which is helpful. No I didnt understand it when I was a young child and I still dont really understand now why I did it. The first few times that I did it was  for amusement, a laugh but after several months and a number of crushed models I realised it gave me a pleasant sensation as the model splintered under the girls/womans foot. Why I experienced this new sensation I didnt know because up till then it had just been funny

After a time I realised that the sensation I felt was me being turned on by the womens feet crushing the models. I dont think it was the models being in place of me being under the womens feet although I had wondered if that may be it but I think it was my models being crushed under an attractive womans foot (women wearing Boots crushing the models made it sexier) that made it sexy and not the thought of me being under their feet

As I said in my original message I dont do it now I only did it into my late teens but that hasnt stopped my trying to understand my earlier actions!

You suggest that I get women to sit on my face, I think I would prefer the women to walk on me if I had the choice    

Thank you once again Mr Webster. I'm not sure what you mean by "If you want to get off on this one, be my guest" If by that you mean your answer it doesnt "get me off" because the original question was a serious one!

I have since wondered whether some of the women didnt mind when they splintered my models

I had noticed that some of the more regular girls whose feet I placed the models didnt seem at all bothered about it and appeared totally unconcerned, I did wonder later whether some may have guessed but I dont know

I never have underestimated women and I have always respected them,

However it would also be helpful to have some womens thoughts on the matter too, Because I am still "puzzled" by it and have often wondered whether women would accept it as a harmless activity carried out by a young child and later a teenager