I thought my best friend doesn’t see me in a romantic way but lately she been acting odd after I told her I had a crush on her during our high school life. she always been so flirty with me like giggle at me for no reason or whenever I make a stupid joke, sometimes I catch her looking at me with a smile and she will pick on me a lot to give her attention. she will even become really clingy toward only me like lean her head on me, and touch me a lot. And she text me mostly ever day about school how bored she is, how the teacher acting, and send me pictures of what ever and ask me how I am. (she in college) Two months ago she told me she might be bi curious and has unsure feelings for me. I ask her to explain what she meant and all she said is that she doesn’t know why she said it and that she afraid of my friendship if I or her get in a relationship with someone we won’t be close any more. I ask her do you like me and she said no only as a sister. So I’m confused is she denying her feelings or what? She can be flirty but sometimes it just friendly flirty and I can think into it too much so I don’t know am I just wishful thinking or is she just being a close friend? btw we been friends for10 yrs and we are 22 yrs old, and i am a lez and we never had a serious long trem relationship with anyone yet.
also, during my halloween visit at her home town (i live 2 hrs away from her) i heard her called me kitty cuz i was wearing my cat mask on halloween i turn to look at her and i saw a big smile on her face and she turn away from me quickly when i looked back a her. sometimes i catch her doing this but not so very oftenbut she always has this playful smile along her face and she giggles at me when i make a mistake or make a fool out of myself and that just gets me more nervous. btw she wasnt clingy toward me as much she respected it and gave me my space as i ask her to because it was kinda hard moving on when she so close to me like that. but she did laugh on me a few times when we were watching a funny movie.
