Thank you for answering but in a unnest answer, Do you believe there is more people that will do the same, even if it did put them in stage 3 shock where organs fail.  I do not remember any thing but the first day,  I was a blank for 6 months.  What worries me, if I am the only one that can do this this should be wrong tthen.  The entire world can not be wrong.

My daddy was not the best since I remember.  Abused - taken away by the court for 5 years.  They even split me and my brother up.  5 Years later we return and nothing had changed.  Memories of my mommy sitting ontop of me while my daddy broke a wooden hanger on my back, memory of my last year in school my daddy hitting me in my face.  Schools complaing of the brusses.  I can understand why every body turn away and where so mad.  What is wrong with me for chossing this path.  My husband think I am crazy and loosing it, he believes I need help.  Do you think I do

Do not know if you believe in a God, I don't for a very long time 10 yrs.  But I use to do readings which I found I out grow them and then my dreams.  I know when some one is going to die, I will dream he or she is pregnant.  If close to me I lways dream I am pregnant (family or dear friends)  Since moved My dreams changed.

When making the decition about my dad I felt so peaceful, not hate for anybody or any thing.  For 2 yrs I found every person I did wrong to since junior school and made right untill today.  I also had been sick with ear infection.  My last dream showed me getting married again and me and my hussband divorced.  I was in white dress walking the ile. I never saw the other man.  When reading the meaning this is what it said.

If the dreamer is a bride this person found a wish fulfilment and indicattion of a close or emotional tie. If the dreamer is ill his own death is donated.

Am I going crazy ?