My mom shot herself 2 yrs ago. Big family fight afterwards. I'm afrikaans white and racest . My dad had affair with cleaning black lady. I decided to stand by my dad no mater what. The 3 families hunt us down. Mission to kill, we ran between hospitals and police. I moved since from Safrica to Ireland and my dad is coming to visit, I decided to tell dad to bring Letty with, They been together since and I thought I should give them my blessing. Am I doing the right thing, I have not found any person that would make the same choses I did. Am I a crazy person mentaly not right