im so very sorry to hear that brother, may god bless you and may that bitch live a miserable life. dont harm yourself though, ive never been married, but ive been in some awfull relationships. and it hurts like hell, but you gotta move on , there is some girl out there that needs you that has a compassionate heart that you will meet one day. i promise, call it crazy but i feel this right now for some reason. anyway good luck my friend and may you be blessed from now till eternity