Noelle, you don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with you. Give yourself some time to heal from your previous breakups. I recommend reading It's Called A Breakup Because It's Broken . I can almost guarantee that when you've moved on in your life, those guys who you once wanted will try to get back into your good graces; however, hopefully by then, you will see their true colors and tell them to get lost. Good luck.