Oh, Sweetie, if there were somthing to make it easier, we would never learn from the experiences we have.  Just because you love someone does not mean that they are good for you.  You made an intelligent decision, but the heart still wants what it wants.  All you can do is fall back on the logic that ended the relationship.  You know you can do better ~ you deseerve better ~ you have given him a year of your life.  Spend time with family and friends.  Try to keep busy.  Have his phone number and his email blocked.  Be proactive in improving your future!  We are all here backing you up.  Any time you need a shoulder, there are always shoulders available at Yedda.  Hang tough, Sweetie!