I am a 24 year old mother of 1.  My husband and I argue all the time because i can go for ever with out even mentioning sex. I know that i was sexually abused when i was a little girl as young as 5. as far as a I remmbered I was not raped just touched/foundled unapropriatley. But i recently remembered crying my self asleep every night at 6 years ( everynight) for a 6-12 monthes. I remember crying because Something other than being fondled was happening to me but thinking back now I cant remember WHAT. I know alot of fear came from the Handyman we had working on our house but Im not sure if he raped me. But i do remember him telling me to never tell any one and to this day I havent till now.(not even my husband Knows).  I think I was raped and seriously blocked  it out of me mind and thats why I cant come to be  a sexual person...............