YOU are obviously serious about having a Baby, so much so that you're asking how you can inpregnate yourself alone?!! I don't know you, or your husband, but in simply reading your question, I wonder if your husband is as serious about having a Baby as you are! Having a child is a huge responsibility for life, both partners have to be in complete agreement - starting with the conception! I would say, if he isn't cooperating with you now, in creating this Baby, what won't he cooperate with you about later? Be careful, a Man who feels "stuck" with a kid is a real bummer! I suggest more strait forward communication. Without Pressure... for your future childs sake, yours, and his.
