First and foremost, breathe. You will get through this. The fact that you have some college credits already completed puts you in a better situation than those people who didn't go. I'd suggest finding a local temp agency in your area; they can likely set you up with a temporary office job that will likely pay more than washing dishes as well as get you experience working in a professional atmostphere. If you work hard and prove yourself, you will be more likely to be offered a permanent position or at least have great references for when you apply to other positions of a permanent nature. If you need help finding some agencies near you, let me know. Good luck!