My prayer, at this point, is monumentally important to me, as are all our prayers to each of us...no wonder there are so many "mythical" answers from my friends to my query. It seems nobody knows. As for the "I need a new lock" comment, you are missing my point. I can wear it empty, it doesn't pop open. Put a new prayer in it...doesn't pop open for days...then...open it comes. The lock is very good, and very tight. That is the issue. As I explained to JayR, My religion...my prayers, are a personal thing. The necklace is very heavy...it is a very constant reminder to pray...and a good thing in that respect. However, as is always good with fellowship, I would like to thank you for your reminder, or should I say, for putting it the way that you did about the mustard seed, sometimes we forget somethings...I always verbalize it as..."God, if it be your will in my life..." Nothing happens in my life by mistake, to do so would mean God makes mistakes, and we know...that just doesn't happen, so I do have every faith, God already has this handled...it is just very difficult for me...I guess the waiting....and you are right...He does know my heart...He's heard my prayers on this subject for months...I"ve begged, pleaded with Him....now I just have to wait 6 more..5 more and counting down....Bless you as well....