my boyfriend and i have been together for 3 years. During this time we have helped eachother battle drug addiction and remain sober... we are completly different people then we were when we started out. In the first two years of our relationship he cheated on me 5 times (his excuse was he was drunk) and lied right to my face about unless i could prove to him that i knew something happened he fully denied it...some it took him months to finally admit to. Even though all this happened along time ago i still don't believe anything he says, i don't think he's ever doing what he says he's doing, and i've become very snoopy and it's wierd because i bounce back and fourth from he wouldn't do that to he's definetley doing it, is there any hope of regaining trust or is there to much damage already done? I love him and i want nothing more than to be with him but i need to know that he's being faithful because right now everyday i end up thinking about what he could be doing...someone please help!