dear lynnda, just a note to check on you hope you are feeling better feel free to email me at tednwn@aol.com my name is glenda maybe it would help if you could talk to someone who knows some about what you are going thru, check the program that montel supports on your medications, they may be able to help you with that, you can get free mental help thru the county you live in, just keep your chin up and i will continue to pray for you. take care and god bless