Should i be on medication

I think that you should definitely start the medication, at least to try it out, to see if it helps a lot.  If you find that the meds don't help, then I would try to find another solution, maybe speaking to a psychologist.  However, I think that trying the medicine is really important.  It sounds to me like you are hurting yourself both mentally and physically by refusing medication.  It's one thing to opt to let a headache go away on its own (instead of taking tylanol), but you are ignoring bigger things.  Try the meds, and good luck to you.

my opinon meds are not the answer .. although people are diffrent to me a drug is a drug. I used meth it numbs the pain but it never goes away as anything you try to escape it. you have to find something ,you have to love you and even if you dont love somethig! ive been assaulted from age 3 to 10 and the last was my step-dad and at 16 date rapped by five guys. found meth to numb it and then stated doing men for drugs.. look things happen you gotta tuck those ribbons under your helmet .now be a good soilder first my left foot then my right behind the other mother the car is here maybe thell leave the light on so i can remember where i come from .......... try tori amos little earthquakes another drug only you listen .... OK REALLY LIFE GOES ON MOVE FORWARD one step one day remember you are still alive i know of women who have had it worse off then us more terrifying then you can even imagine...and  if you really are that fucked up call me 760-912-1528 maybe my past can help your future.