Why would you want to be with a boy who doesn't want to be with you? Also, knowing him as you do, what kind of misery do you think you'd let yourself in for if you were to develop a relationship with this guy? Girls make more of an emotional investment when in a relationship and expect the guy to suddenly change and that doesn't happen, especially with a younger guy who can pick and choose from other girls who make themselves available sexually. Dear Heart, forget this guy and save your virginity for the right guy, one who really cares for you, and doesn't feel like he's always in a candy store with girls as the candy.