he cant love me if he still has contact with his x right? and when i confronted him about it cause he wrote it down in his diary he told me some bogus story that she was dropping somebody off in his apt. complex that is a total lie and he tried to avoid the conversation like he had the right to be upset that i went and read his diary he knows that im going to snoop through his stuff so he should be ready to suffer the consequenses of what he writes in it, right?