This is a difficult question to answer with such little information concerning you. I understand you are 19 and I assume recently graduated from high school. There are many opportunities in life including the military where you get paid to learn a trade, college, trade school, etc. I suggest you discuss your options with a trusted adult, or a pastor of your church or a christian church in your area if you do not have a specific church. If there is a Job Core office in your area they can be helpful. Good luck Robert