Wants hysband back

i am married for 30 years by husband cheated on me i said good bye to him i dont want him back if he comes back too i dont want him a man who hurts me cheated me i dont have any room in my heart for him i will live and enjoy my kids he will pay the price for what he did in the here after. a broken heart cannot be mended i dont want to have a mirror with a scar i rather have no mirror. i have turned to god and he will give me peace

fight for whats yours u was there four him all that time bad n good time. change ur life style n get yours.

sorry that you are going through such pain but you will get through it if you just keep going. He probably started drinking because he is guilt ridden knowing how much he has hurt you. Go on with your life; whether you choose divorce or not it is up to you. It will all work out.

I can feel your pain when i read you. All i can tell you is pray, pray, and pray a lot to God ; 'cause he sees everything, he knows everything , he litsens to those who rely completely upon him and he answers the prayer of the faithfull. It is not easy i can tell you that but trust the lord Jesus pray for your husband too, he doesn't know the lord that's why he left you, that's why he drinks, forgive him for everything  and don't think about hurting him, that's a no no. Like I said he does'nt know what's he is doing. Once you start forgiving him you will fill better. After that keep yourself busy by being a good mom to your kids , be there for them attend church frequently, give your life to Jesus  and ....pray pray pray for your children, husband, strenght , perfect faith.

God bless you

34 years is a long time.  He probably thinks he knows everything about you and it is a "been there done that" situation.  You also know everything about him (or at least he thinks so).  So, no surprises and each person is slightly diminished in the others eyes as their flaws are exposed as well as their gifts.  In order to get him back, start living as if he is not a factor.  Improve yourself and improve your life.  Add new interests or revive old ones.  Be the best you possible.  When you are not chasing him and you are concentrating on  creating your own life, either he will start to remember why he loves you, and/or he will be intrigued by the new you or, he will not.  If he does not, well...at least you will have a great you and a great life.  Your heart will heal eventually.  Best of luck, but let him do the chasing and don't be too easy.  He needs to re-earn your love.

Why would you want him back , he's shown he is not worthy of your love .    Move on .