Why am i hurting

Hi,

    I agree with Innocent.  You did the right thing.  You were just trying to protect yourself and the family form being harmed by him.  You should not feel guilty about what you did.  Being guilty means that you did something wrong to him.  You did not.  So look at this in a positive light.  When and after he got the treatment that he should get, and he feels better and the symptoms subside, then probably you and him can get back together.  The first priority though is the safety of everyone in the household.  It's understandable you miss him a lot.  Just hope that he will get the proper help and treatment that he needs.

God Bless.

Since he was charged with domestic violence I assume he was physical with you , hence the other charge of child endangering ?   You need to protect yourself and your children . What was the cause of him getting so upset ?  As he been to a DR and was told he is bipolar or is this just something you assume .  If you want to continue your relationship with your husband then you need to get him and yourself some help .  Even if you decide to end the marriage you have children to be concerned about during visitation with their Father , either way he needs help controlling his anger .   Sounds as if you have the support of his Mother , do you other family in the area that can support and help you .   Lay the law down to your husband , make it perfectly clear that you love him ,  but you are not going to put your children is danger or yourself . Seek help from law enforcement and other agencies for domestic violence .

I am Praying for you and your family , be strong and seek help .