Hi,
No, when it comes to love, as any other deep feeling, we are not in control..... we follow our emotions..... So you are sure not over reacting.... When love is involved everything is "big deal". Hard as it be (and it might be VERY hard) just try and follow what I adviced you. Enjoy the weekend. I have a strong feeling that the sun will soon shine to you too. Start smiling !.
Best regards,