sweetie its seems like she might be a bit confused, and ur a big hearted fella if you keep forgiving her, maybe she does have feelings but doesnt know how to show it, you definitely have feelings for her, and maybe she plays on that, when did you and her discuss this? it would be good for the both of you, to just step back and give eachother a break, from all the confusion, i hope she will realize what a good guy u are, good luck with this!!!