my friend,u r simply,young,Young,(young)23.u have your whole life ahead of u,belive or not,im a prffesional couciller,unfortunatly,the carrer found me.i didnt find it,ive worked as a pyhc,couc,all my life,as well as individule,personal,of course law enforcment found me to,but im your run of the lii type guy,im simply 43,&all on the job training,of course colledge,but not so much,as on the job,your 23 my man,your a young man,you in a just rough time,as a person,unfortuantly life is tough.but u have to look at the big picture,with that in mind.its not so,much what is going on today,as what u will want to be doing,set short small,simple,key wourd,not complicate your life.simple,easy goal.look at each day as u servived,the weed,my man,in a downer,unfort.smoking weed ifthat was your thought,will keep u down,until,u get out of this pater drop that drug-your young so u might not know?there were t.v.commercials,made,drugs7your brain,unfort,its true,until u eastablished&some what happy.they bring your depreesssion down.but the girl part,my friend,i know 2 u its important,but relalistic,its not.get involved in different places where the oposite sex is,a friend is nice starter.but u have 2 look &think the part 1st,the bills.this is life,like my typing,LOL:)dont worry about a woman,when u last exspect it will happen,friend 1st as always,u want a real decent woman,not 1 that just lays down,the money,its all ahrd,be happy to feed yourself,take a shower,watch t.v,have a roof over your head,i have a disabily myself,i hurt myddelf,rather sevearly on the job,10 yrs agoe,its a fight everyday..the only 1 who took me out of it,was of course the lord,prayer always helps,there is a god,bont feed onto the b/s.we were not just created,7were tested each &every day,but everday,just keep the rat race out of your life.concentrate on simple,i know this is tough,it all is,yes,if u have benfits,or have access to counciling,taake ever advantadge of this,gift,u dont have to like them,be picky till your comfortable,thewn goels/but get riid of the braine frier-druggs atleast till, your emoyional healthy,i wish u well i pray for u,as this helps,u gotta belive only the very rich can tease themselfs&say,scincetaligy,dont fall 4 it,keep it simple..