Your young, and you have made an accomplishment already, you made it to 19teen and you have your whole life ahead of you...anything you experience, anything can be a learning tool for your future...never let the downs overtake you...take the bad and turn it around for good...just getting up each morning and being able to take a breath, and you can put your two feet on the floor to get up that is an accomplishment, and I don't know you but your question was one I asked year's ago, and it was a great question...have a good day as tomorrow is not here yet and if you make it through today that is an accomplishment...