Pick your self back up put on a big smile and dont look back at the past move on with your life and do your self a favor look at it this way you are as good as you want to be you are as good as the best or even better if you look at it this way. Just be your self and things will work out for you and and thats all you can ask. But look hard before you leap as a good man is hard to find so dont give up there are better days a head for you.