Life is short ond we live only once ֱ
A smart hint says-
Your second life will look good if you had a good partnership at first with your late husbend.
Time is not the one and only factor on your situation [although time is a recommanded medicine in loss]
If you feel like willing to swift go into - go for it
For sure you have now the better skill you never had beforeף
No you can best describe what you **do not** like in partnership ֱ