I met this guy when I was 19 and he 38.When I went into it I was not looking for a relationship just a fun, older fuck buddy. I was going thru hard times w/ family, etc. Our first date was at a hotel and we fucked, tho I really wasn't expecting it. About 1 month into knowing each other we made it an official committed relationship. We discussed marriage, children, everything. He brought it up. Everything was SO much fun! It was different. He was into me. He made so much time for me. He's a lawyer and has his own office. He bought me jewelry, took me shopping even when I didnt want to. We spent our afternoons together alot. We'd meet up to go bowling or fuck or something. He even met my family that didn't like him at first b/c our relationship was private and they thought he might have a bad influence on me. 3 months into it, we started arguing alot b/c I wanted more quality time and he'd just push me to study for school and told me he had a big case coming up and after he'd have more time for me. I started looking at online dating sites, came clean to him about it b/c of his suspicions. We argued more and more. I really loved him and just wanted his attention. Here and there we'd make up and have sex abt twice/week. Even then, he still always wanted me and showed desire for me by flirting, touching, talking dirty over the phone.When we fucked hed talk 'dirty' asking me if I wanted to get pregnant and stuff. we fucked in his office, hotels, my place when no one was home, whereever. Didnt last. The better I became as a person, the less he seemed to like me. I started out on the wrong path, but got better. stopped being the flirt I was and treated him very well. Things just got worse. He didn't make time for sex. I was always wanting but he'd have an excuse and get upset. I asked him why he never introduced me to his mother or friends and he got upset. Fastforward to now. The day before my birthday, Dec 8, he broke up with me (I broke up w/ him 1 month earlier b/c of the constant arguing). It took alot of time for it to sink in. After alot of crying Ive gotten it together. The whole time he remains in contact w/ me. I told him I still want to fuck and he hesitates but we've done it a couple of times. he says he loves my body and that it's the best hes ever seen. He says he thinks about me when he masturbates. I asked 2 days ago if he wanted to fuck me and he said he wanted to but hasn't taken the next step. I told him I can control my emotions. Plus, I'm already dating other guys. He treats me like his daughter which I kinda don't like. He takes me out and pays, takes care of me financially, we have ok conversation though most of it comes from me. I find him somewhat boring these days. All he does is work. That's his only motivation in life. Why does he keep contact w/ me if he doesnt want sex, he said he doesnt ever see a future w/ us and already broke up w/ me? He got upset when he found out I was going on a date and that I was possibly fucking other guys, but he doesn't go far w/ it. Should I even keep talking to him? Why in the hell does he keep in contact and said he wants to be 'friends' yet doesnt want a real relationship? He knows how strongly I felt and still a bit do about him but he's driving me crazy. He still trys to make dates w/ me and acts somewhat like a bf. He takes care of me. But emotionally I feel sometimes I'm riding his rollercoaster. WTF?!