i have a large age gap between me and my boyfriend. i'm 18 and hes 30, and i know at one point he really did love me and care about me but its seeming more and more that he doesnt love me anymore that he see's me as just a friend? how do i know when i ask him he gets mad "that i would even think that, im being paroniod" but hes different. we havent been intamite in a while, i dont get the affection i used to and i certainly dont get the attention i used to. am i just being paroniod?