I'm dealing with CPS and I am doing or have done everyhting I have been court ordered. My caseworker is nothing but negative and I don't feel she is doing her job. I have court in a month and the state wants to either give my kids grandparents permanent guardianship or adopt them out. I would much rather my kids be with family and their grandparents say that once I'm on my feet again they will give me back custody, but I'm scared cause I don't like the word "permanent" and I don't know if I believe them. I don't know what to do I'm so scared to loose my kids forever. What can I do to ensure the grandparents will keep their word?