You can always bigin a new start exept when you lost yourself. If you lost yourself (happens on a VERY rare occaision) you can never repair that loss, every second you can bigin a new start. If you see how parents are aging, you can just diside right now that youll spend as much time with them as possible (possible so that you can do other things but stay real close with them. because one day theyl be gone everyone will be gone. The goal of live is to have no goals at al and be completely free. you can set a goal but then your bond to it and your like inprisoned till you finished the goal.

if you do something bad and learned from it its not that bad at all. but if you do bad things and dont learn from it at all then youl keep repeating the same error. Its for you to diside wats right and wats wrong. Nobody can do that for you. not your mother not the governement not your religion not your faith not the devil not the god not live itself. only you.