Does begging ppl help me to anwser my questions?

In my opinion the answer is a resounding "NO". If people are going to answer then they will, if they are not going to then i don't think they will , Begged for an answer or not!.

Are you alright weird guy? If you are serious about being desperate then what i would suggest, bearing in mind you are only 15 years of age is either, and you will have heard this before.

1) Talk to a parent/brother/sister/grandparent.

if you cannot do this.

2) Try approaching a teacher, neighbour or friends parent

if you cannot do this.

3) There are many organisations available for teenagers with deppression or problems with everyday life and can always find a better solution.

 These include: Teenage, Youth to Youth, Samaritans.

You will find a lot of help on this page. (follow link below for helplines)

http://www.google.co.uk/search?hl=en&q=teenage+helplines&meta=

If as you say, you are desperate then i hope you find the help you need.

Hi,
People answer questions when either they like the question or when they feel they can help.  I did'nt answer you up till now cause I didn't feel I could help you, but now, after you send me several short notes I felt that you are in a need or in some problem and I decided to read carefully your questions and I promise to do my best to share with you my: knowledge + experience + insights.  Please let me know if I can be in any help for you.  If you wish to send me e-mails in private (so your questions won't be exposed) you can use my private e-mail (at work) it will be free of charge and I promise to keep it top confidential.....  it's:  doron@iai.co.il
I want to make it clear I am not a medical doctor (I am: B.Sc, M.Sc, Ph.D. and M.B.A) but I'll do my best to help you in any way / mean I can.  Don't hesitate to contact me, if and when you feel I can help you.
Best regards,