Your problem is tipical writers block which only happens 9 out of 10 times. I love to write also and i know how difficult it is to inpire and be inspired. But what i like to do is start with a title. A title that catches the eye but also discribes what the writing piece is about without giving everything away. The one thing i want you to do more than anything is DONT GIVE UP if youve wanted this for so long just to give it up because of a rode block is crazy.