If My "Several Loans are secured by Stock, (and Yes, I will loose the 20% =/- of original equity investment), and said stock is now worthless, or at the very least, trading below all reasonable levels of ever becoming profitable, why am I still paying debt service on the Loans which are now functionally in default?
And, Yes, I remember the Grandfatherly Advice about honor and personal responsibility, however, the actions of late seem to defy all such nobel guidence,
(no, I do not yet have a letter from the bank yet, seeking additional collateral, which is all well and good, since i have none left to provide).