I'm 39 year old transgendered FtM.....still living as a female with no desire to have gender reassignment surgery. I am happy being genderqueer and accepting who I am. However, I have my gender days where self-esteem issues play a role in how I feel about myself and my gender. For 6 months I've been in a relationship with a same age female. This is her first relationship with a female, although she has had bisexual tendencies most of her life. She loves me for who I am, which is amazing, but I'm having a hard time with her bisexuality. I've always been with lesbians who don't want to have anything to do with men, but knowing that my partner is attracted to men, it seems to create more gender issues inside me than any other relationship. I am more jealous than I ever have been in a relationship and I don't know what to do with all my insecurities and doubts. My partner believes I am her soulmate and while I am open to that notion, I don't like how her bisexuality weighs on my gender issues. Any ideas?
