It's really hard to say what's happening to you. There are several possibilities. You could be depressed and this is affecting you in a negative manner. You could have a mental or emotional problem causeing the situation. You could be clairvoyant to some extent and your imagination is running away with you. None of these things are good because they are affecting you negatively. I suggest, seriously, that you see professionals who can decide what the issue may be. Don't try to go it alone, it will only make you feel worse. get help.
