Its just a crush... same as millions of people have for various artists, actors, rock bands etc.. its the image, the look, the vibe... whatever. Not real. Those people have real lives we dont see, and they have real fears, likes, dislikes, pet peeves just like us. But they sit on a pedestal as icons and you are hooked on the image. get to know some real people, and form real relationships, which can make you happy. Good luck.