Why does a child throw a tantrum when U take something from them that they have Known & Loved??? Created in the Human Race was an Intimate Knowledge of their Creator, God. This Knowledge was Increased as our Parents spent time in the Garden Learning & Living daily with God. When Sin entered the "Equasion", God could no longer "Co-Habitate" with Mankind & seperated from Mankind. "Religion" is "Mans Attempt" to "Re-Unite" through "Mans Effort" which is ALWAYS TAINTED & found "Wanting". So, it's the same as "Sin" being transmitted through "Genetics". In "Genetics" there are some that "Respond" more than others in certain "Dispositions" & so too concerning the "Desire" to know God. We see this in kids who have been seperated from a Parent. Some live their Lives to find the "Missing Parent" & some simply do not care. So, are we the "Sum Total" of all we have Experienced & that has Influenced Us??? If so, do U want to know about that "Invisible God" (our True Father) who Created not only Us, but All of which we Know & Don't Know??? So how Courious are U to "Truly Know All About Urself" &"His Kingdom"??? You can't go any further without Accepting Christ on "His Terms" which means turning U "Life" over to Him & asking Forgivness for Ur Sins. That Simple & that Hard! Don't "Join Religion" as Ur Already living in Mans Failed & Flawed System of Arrogance that will hold U in Ur Sinful State. We have the perfect "Handbook" in the Bible & although there are many "Versions", once "Saved" U will be "Indwelt with the Holy Spirit" to lead U through which ever one U decide to use. I suggest however, use a "Modern English"  translation if that is what U speak. God Bless on Ur Search to make Urself Whole & Real.   John