Hi Strawberry, ----------- Very sad..... You should told him, at that time, that your first priority in the near future would be to find a job (and explain to him why is it your first priority) and should told him that you hope he understands that you'll give less attention to him and spend less time with him..... and at the same time promise him that it says nothing about what you feel about him and you assure him about your love and being faithfull to him.... As you didn't do it he, most probably, mis-understood you and decided that "actions speak louder than words" and you actually moved on without saying a nice goodbye..... He was deeply insulted or even hurt by you !. As you can't reverse time the only option for you to bring your relations back to track is to write him a honest loving letter (or e-mail). Tell him exactly what you feel and what happened. Tell him you love him, never stopped loving him, that you were 100% faithfull to him, and only had to devote all your time and efforts to find a job.... Tell him he mis-read the situation and ran too far in his conclusions. Add some warm words, heart-2-herat, make him feel good, appologize, send him: love huges and kisses, and write that you seal your notes with tears of love.... He'll have to be made od stone not to melt by this.... ------------ Best regards,