Recovering from the Past

I can only refer you to a certain thought that might ease your emotional state. I personally think it is something personal every person takes these kind of things in a different way some are easy with it some will find it difficult to get over it. I think you should keep in mind that before you met her she was probably with other men or in a certain relationship, and when you first met her it didnt bother you so just look at it as a new beginning. :)

Whatever she did while you were apart is none of your damn business. You had no claim on her time and attention. Forget the past. The only thing to concern yourself with is what she does while she's with you.

Hi Jogs! 

it seems to be a high emotional case... I know that you love this girl and the power of yr love makes it difficult to accept all those things but don`t let your current emotions to ruin the real feelings which are between you!

I agree with the previous speaker- just consider it as an another beginning and everything will be fine. 

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