I use to be a pretty happy person for no particular reason at all. But lately I have been so confused. I feel this heaviness all around me, a Horrible, Oppressing, Negative Spirit everywhere I go. It's spooky, it almost makes me feel paranoid, vulnerable to like Death or somthing worse! I've tuned to God many times to help me shake this off and get back to normal, but every time I do that it seems to get worse. Like this thing is intent on destruction. Does anyone else feel this? Is it real?