Questioning-whatever-I-am

I've found web site that has such logical arguments in favor of the existance of God that I could not argue with the arguments using pure logic and I cannot stand sounding illogical. So, the site has gotten me to admit that God exists because no other logical conclusion can be drawn. I found part of what I'm looking for. I'm kind of at peace with knowing that he exist. Since he exists, logic dictates that he would want a relationship with what he has created. How do I get into that relationship? What do I say to him? Would that relationship give me total peace? I cannot honestly claim to be Agnostic any longer. You can call me by my name: Nathan because "Agnostic American" cannot apply to me any longer since I have had all my arguments about God silenced completely.

I've found web site that has such logical arguments in favor of the existance of God that I could not argue with the arguments using pure logic and I cannot stand sounding illogical. So, the site has gotten me to admit that God exists because no other logical conclusion can be drawn. I found part of what I'm looking for. I'm kind of at peace with knowing that he exist. Since he exists, logic dictates that he would want a relationship with what he has created. How do I get into that relationship? What do I say to him? Would that relationship give me total peace? I cannot honestly claim to be Agnostic any longer. You can call me by my name: Nathan because "Agnostic American" cannot apply to me any longer since I have had all my arguments about God silenced completely.

I've found web site that has such logical arguments in favor of the existance of God that I could not argue with the arguments using pure logic and I cannot stand sounding illogical. So, the site has gotten me to admit that God exists because no other logical conclusion can be drawn. I found part of what I'm looking for. I'm kind of at peace with knowing that he exist. Since he exists, logic dictates that he would want a relationship with what he has created. How do I get into that relationship? What do I say to him? Would that relationship give me total peace? I cannot honestly claim to be Agnostic any longer. You can call me by my name: Nathan because "Agnostic American" cannot apply to me any longer since I have had all my arguments about God silenced completely.

You didn't scare me mentioning Satan and demons. They don't scare me. From what Christians that I know have told me...they can't phyically harm me, so, I'm not worried about them. That prayer and a web site that has some incredibly logical arguments (have to be to silence my arguments completely and it did) convinced me of the existance of God. Now, I just want to get (and stay) on his good side.........seriously.

I thought that asking God for something for myself was selfish and I don't deserve anything from him. So, I prayed for my fiance when she needed it (her chest pain could have been something serious) and he answered. Then, a few days later (yesterday...I think) I felt a gentle push to Google a name that I never had thought to do it on before....God. I was led to a web site that silenced all my arguments using pure logic. I honestly believe that God had that situation come up with my fiance and then led me to the only one of 95,000,000 sites that could use pure logic to silence me. That makes me feel like he cares enough about me to reveal himself in a way that is unique and special just for me. That told me that he respects me. I want a relationship with a God that thinks that much of me and cares about me that much....to do something unique for me. He convinced me of his existance using pure logic...the only way that I could be convinced. That proves he loves me.......me and what have I done for him??? Nothing.