As far as the emotions go, I'm not sure about the oddest emotions, rather, like for instance....today, my father was annoying me, and I thought to myself while he was speaking to me, if only he would disappear right now, like i felt extremely angry, then like in a flash, I feel absolutely horrible for even thinking such a thing, and I want to cry. This is in a matter of seconds. Yes, though I do self harm for other reasons, sometimes since I feel so dizzy I try to do something physical to get my mind on track, but it doesn't work legitimately like if I need to concentrate on paper work or something. The feeling of being dizzy doesn't go away, I always feel dizzy, I'm always tired and have a lot of insomnia. looks like we may be the same kind of crazy haha.