heh.. it does doesnt it... first time here.. sorry.... this was the post.

I use to have a big penis for my size. I also had oral most of my life. I have been divorced and lost interest in sex after dating again. My testosterone levels checked and they were borderline low so they supplemented. I feel like a teenager trying to start over since my penis size got smaller.. I really worry about performance and being compared to other men. My urologist said that is where they get the term if you supplemented use it you lose it. So I guess I lost it. The problem is I am afraid to get back on the horse after being a machine before and having little interest now. I have three potentials and have had offers.. I am 100% Heterosexual but I really am afraid to get started again. Once a god... now a confused man wondering if I can perform again or make the woman happy. I get scared to get to close to a woman...Yes.. i still get turned on.. but its not the same and I am missing out on life. You just cant go out and get someone to de-virginize you and get you back on track. What should I do? I still have the charm.. but losing size and being hurt again and again over the years has scared me away from getting close to a woman though I really really want to. Any suggestions and is my penis ever going to get back to its old size again? What is a woman really going to think when i fumble and lack in performance. I know.. size doesnt matter.. but it sure affects a mans ego and confidence when things change.