heya,
what you just wrote was beautiful,i think you need to tell al this to your ex fiance.she needs to know that you really do still love her and are not going to change you mind again!she obviously still loves you if you and her went out for 3years !sometimes space is good,so mayb this 5 weeks we'll make her see that you are the one for her!
i hope it works out between you two!
best wishes,tell me how it goes,
frenchiexxxx