a girl who is nineteen now when she was fifteen impressed by a 20 year old boys heroics accepted his proposal until she discovered a icon like figure in one erudite celebate of her fathers age whom she revered initially turned out to be obsessive enamouring personality reaching out for him and gloating to see him everyday and obliquely exppressed her proposal to him. what exactly she does think of her first and latest acquaintances right now.