I have four daughters Lacey,Amber,Lauren and Chelsea which I love as much as any one has ever loved anyone, they are my greatest achieavment in life, i was as proude, happy, amazed, humbled, honored, thankful, ... as any parent could be. They and my wife made me feel as if I were as great as any king there has ever been. For certain I (as most people in this modern time) took my time with them, for granted.I didnt know that their mother didn't feel close to the way I did, she left with them and, she made up many lies to the court (wich i can prove, but at the time i was to overwhelmed to adress correctly).It is so much easier to fight in court for children when you are not hart broken at the same time, i was, she wasn't. My question is ,what could she have told thouse children, to make them not want to see me ever agine? I faught for my custody rights for a solid year, and it may sound weak, or I am weak (thouse five girls were everything to me) so when the one i loved the most in this world turned aginst me and took the other four I loved just as much, in a different way,I really didn't care about life and I think I'm lucky to still be alive. Asume i am telling the truth, and I AM, I was a good loving fa, wther that never did any thing, wrong to them, (other than bringing them into this world to become victums of a broken home). L,A,L&C I am so sorry to you for that.I have not seen them (except in my dreams) with one heroick exception, for over ten years. They were 3yr.--10yr. old but now they are grown. What could she have told them that would make them never want to see me agine? It would seem to me, that i would want to see my father unless he was a murderer,child molestor, or rapist (wich I sweer,I have never been, nor have I ever done anything i'm to ashamed to admit to anyone). I am waiting till my youngest (hero) Chelsea, turns eighteen,before i try to see them, because it will have nothing to do with there mother or any custody law that was placed on us with lies. I can pruve to them everything I'm saying with court records. I didn't abandon them, I was up aginst an evil- lieing force that I couldn't beat. I will never understand how this happend, but I just wonder what i will be up aginst when i try to see them, what could they posablly think? sorry for the length, spelling, and punctuation of this, but I'm sending it without rereading it,because if i do, I might not. Thank you for any help you might give, tell me the truth, what ever it migt be, because i have told you the truth, I'M NO MURDER,CHILD MOLESTOR OR RAPIST !!! Bruce Lee Marshall, Fresno,ca.
